crazy thoughts

Today, I was suppose to get a work call sometime after 2pm. I waited until 3:30pm, nothing, so I emailed my colleague to figure out what happened. It's now half past 5pm and I haven't heard back, very annoyed. I know I don't deal well with change. I guess when things like this happens, I feel disregarded and disrespected. Then I start to think of all these negative, unhelpful crazy thoughts. I think the next time I start to do this, I need to remember the world does not revolve around me and people are not trying to purposely hurt me. Sometimes I do feel that way=((not the world part, the hurt part). I can also try to pray. Yeah, pray what a novel idea=).

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
- Matthew 11:28-29.

still waiting for a call from Gregory...